from green to black

who's thinking?

so anyway i've shocked myself this past week by
doing things impulsively, which was exciting
precisely because it was scary. after all when
things are unplanned you'll never know the
results you're gonna get. but things still turned
out fine so i hope it keeps improving.

i mean think about it, i've never thought that
things, "just happen". somehow they do. i'm
happier, strangely, but i'm keeping my fingers
crossed. must be the new juniors *cough* indeed.

is it because there's responsibility in
authority, like when you're a senior? or is it
because when its time things just happen?
do you eat popeye chicken because you happen
to be at the airport or you are at the airport
because you want popeye chicken? who cares?
i dont.

but when you meet people, like friends by chance.
or just call up someone whom you've not spoken
with for a long time and you may be surprised
that the call you made was the one they have
been waiting for, or maybe not for some cases.
but impulse you know, impulse.

its far from my habit to tend towards impulse,
but hey somethings just happen ;). you.

posted by green unseen @ 9:20 AM