from green to black

still there

took my ippt again today and realized that i'm
still an ok kind of fit. would get a gold award
even if i was a commando, so i guess i'm $400
richer which makes me a happy man.

it didnt feel too difficult while doing the test
but i guess fatigue hit me when i reached home,
i kindda collapsed because i felt so tired.
suddenly my legs cramped, and my breathing became
very laboured as i lay on the floor. i figured
it was probably the 2hours of sleep i had the
night before and the session on thursday where i
probably overtrained.

this is worrying because i felt fine during the
test, the run even felt easy. although i didnt
need to push hard lah, just easy run. but to
collapse at home after the run? thats not good,
and it probably isnt due to the cool down swim
in my pool when i reached home either. is it
just an indication of age?

anyway i kindda hated the electronic system.
especially when it skipped counting. at first
i thought my chin ups werent counted, so i was
like fine! not counted, do more until it counts
lor. sian, overdid. i only wanted to do the bare
minimum so that i wont give them the satisfaction
of knowing i can do much more. pay oso wont increae
what. the rest were rather fine. i was also surprised
that the sit up station was the one that i had the most
difficulty with even though i got 5 points in the end.

i like the previous paragraph, the line after
seems just a little longer than the line before.

so anyway, had dinner with the family after that
at my mother's insistence. before heading to the
go forth conference, sian, arrived late and missed
worship. why lah? why lah? met a lot of friends
there which was a good thing anyway. all thats
left for me to do are to make the hard choices.
will i or will i not? i struggle to decide

posted by green unseen @ 8:11 AM