from green to black

hungry

its not everyday, but today i had one of those
"almost fainting from hunger" moments. the kind
where you feel an overwhelming big hole opening
up from the base of your stomach to swallow everything
you can possibly put in. the one that's accompanied
by cold sweat, perspiration, palpitations and
trembling limbs. then when you eat, the there is
that small eternity of time where you wait desperately
for the energy that never seems to come. you eat
and you eat and you eat, until you've overeaten before
you realize that you're full. yeah. i was that hungry.

i'll miss the brothers soon man.
i have no idea how i'm going to do this.
but i gotta be strong. yeah i gotta be strong.
sorry coach.

posted by green unseen @ 11:40 AM