from green to black

insight

i spent the last 3 days moping around at home because
i refuse to do any work, studying for the exams that
is. instead i got my bike repaired, it only cost me
$36 instead of the bomb i expected to buy 2 tubes, and
clean and grease my drivetrain. however the introspection
has been useful, at least enough for me to know that
if i get called up into the dean's office again for a
bad sem its not the worst that could happen. why do
something if it makes you that miserable?, i'll start
settling my gems next sem and i'll possibly ask for
a transfer if all else fails. i hate writing essays,
no ifs and buts. it just has to suck since all the
interesting mods are in philo and ps (to me at least).
i dont mind readings you know.

i rejected another job offer. keep rejecting easy money.
i could be well on my way to grossing 2k a month while
i'm still in school. but i dont want to cut down on my
modules and i dont want to cut down on my activities.
i cant cut down on much else, other than sleep or chow
time since i dont watch tv or pretty much do anything
else already. (which is actually quite a bad thing but
i dont seem to have a better solution than the status quo)

posted by green unseen @ 10:43 AM