from green to black

decision

yes its fun, but is it what i want? finished my bi
presentation today which didnt go as badly as i
expected, afterall i only had the whole day to
memorise my script, but i managed to improvise.
hope it worked but anyway the thought that irks
me now is should i continue on?

i like the exposure. this means that i have a greater
insight about what goes on in my neighbouring countries.
but heck, its 6 hours of classes for the next level
plus a self conducted interview so it isnt quite
fun and games. and the worse thing about arts is
we cannot exercise our pass/fail option. so...

nevermind. i'll think about it when i've to apply for
modules again. at least my focus is back on track.
altough its miserable thinking like a singaporean,
when its something i clearly despise. i mean kiasu,
kiasi, kia cheng hu, what image does that bring to
mind. only self interested, rude and closed minded
people. nah. i'm sure i can do it while bucking the
trend.

posted by green unseen @ 7:34 AM