from green to black

history

now i've got to apologize to yaohui because i am
unable to fulfill his wish. but the story goes like
this. after deciding that, life is too short to
waste away on a matter that aroused very strong
feelings in people. i decide, heck, i might as
well extend the olive branch because i know that
organizations dont really work with initiative. so
i made overtures to ah fu and told him of my intention
to be part of the family again. i decided i should
at least prepare the leadership before they made
any decision, giving them time in advance before i'd
formally ask them. so last night i happily told
yaohui that if things go well, i may be coming back
on saturday. the thought pleased us immensely.

so i got cold feet in the earlier part of the day
because i didnt get a reply from ah fu, he was really
busy so i guess i worried for nothing. then i asked
ben while we were on the way to the movie, if he'd
thought that there would be just anything that should
keep me from going back again. he said no, with
new found confidence, i called hongda. i asked him
if i could go back, but he said it would be better if
i went back the next season because we do not have enough
space in the boats. i acquiesced and that was that.
so in case anyone is wondering why i'm not back, its
not because i dont want to but because the team is
unable to logistically handle one more person. i
fulfilled my promise by making a sincere effort to
go back.

right on a happier note, ben and i caught youth without
youth today and were thoroughly confused by the storyline.
i really liked the experience of the different locations,
because i can travel vicariously in those films. but i'm
kindda confused about the main point of the story. i could
get the earlier bits about him being a wanted man for
surviving a lightning strike. but things got weirder when
the flowers came out, and the different girls. i felt it
had a very much, "what if" theme. or may be it was
revisionist. may be some one can give me their take instead.

ok ben, this is a film review. so maybe we were right.
it was disconnected afterall. and heck, if we continue
being tortises in wells, we would buy dogshit for steak
with our ignorance. lol. since the review quoted that
the scenes weren't exactly eastern europe ( damn so where can
i find a good tour of it without actually going there?)

posted by green unseen @ 5:59 AM