from green to black

god was long winded

the bible is one long thick book. then again, it was
written by the timeless man and old people always have
much to say... and ramble. maybe just like me.

i was up doing nuts today. trying to solve homework
that didnt want to be solved and feeling almost
hopeless. i never remembered being so stupid but i think
there is always a first for everything.

today whilst cycling i experienced another instance of
"not thinking only about myself" the kind of thing that
gets more regular when you remember that... oh yeah,
the responsibility to others. i was rushing, but i was
careful. maybe that's enough to make 2 people happy.

i met elijah who is now the proud owner of a $6000
argon bike. seems like my lungs held up fine, but i didnt
push so i havent tried anaerobic exertion yet. wheeze
is less.

oh anyway, if i had to keep a message. and the message
would say something to lift me up when i'm down. what
would that message say? and its all gonna fit in my hand.

looks like i have till the end of the month before i
pass that message on...

posted by green unseen @ 8:02 AM