from green to black

for a friend

i'm really fine with the line up. i mean this is the
best chance for me to wholeheartedly support my friends
when they had done the same for me in my very first
successful race for m/r.5/00. i hope they carry me
in their hearts too and will tell me when they do well
that they knew i would be there for them at the shore.
if they get a medal, they get it for me too, they will
understand that they medal is a privilege they wear
for those who cant(me), for those they carry in their
hearts.

while i dont expect to win because i dont believe that
my juniors will last, i am nonetheless prepared to
give my all to carry them through like a good sacrificial
senior. am i being condescending? i dont think so.
being in the boat with the bicept gang (juniors) may
not be such a bad thing after all. maybe this would be
a chance for them to listen to me. although i'm
skeptical of it happening because i've been reminding
them since heaven knows when but it seems i'm just
being discounted as naggy.

ok, we'll see what comes of it. afterall, i know that
by the looks of things, we're gonna have a big problem
with timings and chasers on my side. (bicept, what do
you expect?) i hope i am proven wrong. if i'm right,
could you guys maybe pay a bit more attention to what
i say.....

posted by green unseen @ 6:49 AM