from green to black

wasted

i seem to cause a certain effect in trying to change
the status quo. no this isnt another change the world
thing but part of my secret minor activities that i
do and then smirk to myself thinking no one knows.

so recently i decided that i could do more at home
since the holidays are here and i'm not so tired
from exercise or studying since i pretty much do
much less of either now. so in my typical fashion
i washed the dishes, and cleaned up after meals.
and i was thinking, good on you! be a good boy and
no one knows. la la la something like that.

but things never quite go as planned. so the intended
beneficiary of the dishes, my mom, had clean dishes which
were done by themselves. and the unknown doer got a
tongue lashing for being an ungrateful son.

so you can imagine... life is fair indeed.

must everything be so surface pretty? if i do something
must i claim credit to be treated in the same nice
manner. of course for those of you who find this vein
familiar its because i just left something ( sounds
like team doesnt it) because of this.

i guess it may not be karma, because doing bad stuff
doesnt quite get anyone treated nicely. i'd gladly do
more mean stuff if that were so. but i think someone
out there enjoys people being miserable. too bad i
still like smirking when i'm wronged.

posted by green unseen @ 6:06 AM