from green to black

the sea inside

i remember watching that movie with victor sometime back
so i guess i've got him to thank for my love of art house
films. besides the fact that it was in Spanish and i
thought it would have been great to find out how much i
can actually understand when i watched the film. well
bits of it. but i bought the movie anyway because i felt
it made such and impact on me.

so imagine how i felt when i read the article on euthanasia
in today's newspaper. in a warped kind of way i felt
relieved because i saw different people facing different
fears of the unknown compelled to face their fears for
different reasons. they do things which go against the
grain of establish practices of society because they
believe in their decision whether others judge it as right
or not is besides the point.

pretty much how i viewed life when i've always opted for
the more dangerous or demanding path because there was
so much to see and do that was just different. i just
dont know if its compatible now if i intend a lifestyle
change. but maybe all i need is more sleep, perhaps i'll
have more time to dream

posted by green unseen @ 2:25 AM