from green to black

no home cooked food sucks

3rd day on my bread in school diet and its pretty fine
but i have a craving for meat that is just crazy no
matter how many slices of banana walnut loaf i shove
down my mouth.

the guy who said hunger is the best sauce is right
indeed. gerry still go and tempt me with snacks, some
cheese biscuit. nevermind lah not like they are full
meals.

to have no food to go home to sucks. you can have as
big or as many helpings of rice as you wish. although
i did have a char kway teow and hokkian mee for dinner
last night, it just didnt fill me like homw cooked food
would. also that was because all the shops that sold
the kind of meat that i wanted to eat were closed.

but its still fine because this tells me that one loaf
of bread can last me the whole day since i'm eating
at 9pm or later.

oh and dammit i need a credit card. my debit one wont
allow me to pay for movies online and that sucks too.
and the tickets are selling out. i'm desperate to
do something. or i cant watch a nice film festival
movie and i dont know if i can get it outside.
stressed. life doesnt get worse right.

operation is tomorrow then goodbye cyst, but that
means no exercise for some time. so weight may come
on. but hey with this diet of mine, i've actually
dropped i pant size so heck some part of me must be
shrinking.

was quite affected on monday when i watched the guys
train. sian lah, theres no way for me to go back when
i know the seniors will just find excuse to tekkan
me for anything i bother to bring up. but i still
had enough feeling to help correct some of the juniors
in the exercises they were doing.

i wish i could have been more helpful, but its
dangerous especially when i dont know who reads this.
but i think in group trainings, some seniors should
be there to check the form of the exercise too. yes
this means that they may have to train harder on
their own, but at least it helps the juniors pick up
good habits and practices early. it also helps those
seniors to spot and identify mistakes so they learn
what to look out for and then eventually correct
themselves too.

my humble opinion only, but like i said, have an
opinion, who cares?

note to self....

you are not cool enough yet. only pay your own
school fees, others are working to support their
family too. you can still do more. dont be like
all the other rich kids who just leach off their
parents. have a sense of pride.

reminder: parents refuse your cash... oh well.

event of happiness.
nobody beats you in the kitchen. muahahhaha
i got the "feel-ling" lah

dad - i've been cooking it this style for one year

me -- > cracks soft boiled eggs

dad <--- owned!

muahahahahahahah want cooking tips not dad?

posted by green unseen @ 7:10 AM