from green to black

the words spill out

alright i'm finally dragging myself to post again coz its
one way where we can always keep in contact without
the time and meetings, its a proactive step for us to show
people that care about us that hey we're alive and well.
i went to the uni to get things sorted out but i was rejected
again(well blame ns) i mean heck they drag me overseas
at the most crucial moments and when i come back no
one has time for me. who cares if you're serving the nation
we dont really need you kind of attitude you see. i mean
they're still civil about it but you just know deep down
inside that you dont really matter. that's fine. but at
least i can still keep fighting no matter how much anyone
says i should give up.

to talk about nicer things, its good to know that the guys
who have left for a season are coming back. can't wait to
meet you guys, ricky, martian, serene. and the whole lot
of us at home too. fridays fish and co will feel good. i can also
appreciate the fact that all of us are closer although after
we have parted. perhapes distance helps us see more clearly
what we have always taken for granted...

and lastly the greenclothes. its better if we met and u asked
me about it. otherwise you'd always get the 10-yr series
answer that i like it. but to cut truncate it tt you still know
what is going on and this skips whatever scanning device
software that up there has. the story goes that people were
shot by villagers and that all is well and the 2 sirs are alive
it is believed that the pellets were air charged but hey any
level tenner(think warcraft 3) could easily wool your eyes
if you get what i mean. so ask me.

posted by green unseen @ 9:52 PM