from green to black

pierced

i passed him his birthday presents on friday night
i felt much better to know that despite not seeing
each other for more than a year, we're still the
friends we know each other to be. here's to number
22, lionel! although i really have no idea how we'll
find the time to meet coz i know both of us are busy
and tired as hell.

i feel stronger recently, not physically but in a
frame of mind sort of way. i figured that i understand
on a deeper level how it feels to need to work for
something. i figured that motivation is a big blessing
not just whatever natural endowments anyone has. i
think i'll feel very satisfied when the term ends.
when it ends. i hate this feeling of the lack of time.
but at the end of this term i'll friggin end it all,
and i'll just figure how to do it. i'd better.

posted by green unseen @ 6:00 AM