from green to black

its a busy day

its sunday and its supposed to be a day of rest
nay. never happens. so i'd be going to check out
the idp australia thingie at the orchard hotel
den i'd want to return my book to the library
and then i still have to iron my own clothes before
i get my sorry as to camp by 2300. damn i think
i wont be able to catch a movie or meet with julian
and that would suck to turn him down. so i'm waiting
for his call. well if he forgets or something crops up
it wont be too bad. but i still feel terrible i cant keep
that appointment. i've been skipping quite a few
actually. basically most of them are with myself.
i promised myself to cycle. and it hasnt happened yet
sigh. i wonder how does everyone else do it. isnt
self time just as important as time with friends.
why is everything personal just sacrificed to fit in
with the friends. its so herdish. and how come theres
so much intolerance. surely a person who wants to
spend time alone isnt a freak or hates your company.
people just need time to get used to time just flying
past. hmmm. ranted and raved enough. just had a
conversation with dad and eyeball. we think we should
go for that holiday in new zealand that we've planned
about for so long. oh well.

posted by green unseen @ 8:20 AM