from green to black

mentally mentally mentally

singaporeans cant take mental setbacks, living a life of perfection
must suck quite a bit. we all know its tough to climb up from the
back, but lifes like that. sometimes we're ahead, mostly we're
behind, but how we approach it is we fight. hard. our self-belief
isnt tested when our friends believe in us, its tested when we only
have ourselves to believe in. doing things wrong always results in
the wrong result most of the time.

so anyway, there's an international race coming and its your loss
if you let your lack of self confidence defeat you.

anyway i have a plan.
i think since marcus has such a big problem balancing because of
the imbalance of strength and power, and he can't take his rudder
out of the water because of that. i think we should send out the
junior boat instead. you see, the given argument is, if the strength
of the juniors is around the same, we can rudder out. also the boat
will be lighter so that may mean we could be faster. rather than
a grossly imbalanced boat which keeps rocking, and always has one
side much deeper in the water.

obviously, it doesnt sound good because, what happens to meritocracy
and we might not have enough rowers, both left and right anyway.
we cant even be strategic because what we have is what we have.
i cant blame all the people who have problems and cant contribute.
of course i wish angkongkia didnt have financial difficulties,
i think he'd make a good junior pacer. raymond and the girlfriend.
hell, i wouldnt know man, these situations are beyond me. too bad,
our sport isnt relationship friendly. it has seldom worked out for
anyone in this aspect.

this is a joke anyway. emphasis on training without understanding.
seniors who lack confidence. ahhh well, i'm still dumb enough to
believe.

posted by green unseen @ 8:14 PM