from green to black

its in the stars!!!!!

no it isnt. but i felt that instead of speculating,
i could write about stuff to get it out. cheers,
seems like its the season to be sullen. lets give
them our biggest smile.

i think we'll have to get some things right first.
this is my blog, if you dont like what you read or
see.

1) leave

2) comment

3) sue

4) go play hide, and .... yourself

you get the idea. i dont give 2 hoots if it upsets
anyone. i cant make everyone happy. today aint your
day and tomorrow dont look good either. this is my
space, and i have been responsible by putting up
facts. if you think what has been typed is scurrilous
or spurious or defamatory, please sue.

please remember that this page is unlinked at all
by the author, and there was no intention to use
this as a political attack or platform to air
dissenting views. this is a diary! and it my right
to pen my version or opinion of stuff that has
transpired. wake up, you're not perfect and you dont
have to do everything in your power to make me happy.
if you're unhappy you're not perfect, suit yourself.

dragged to the back by ray again today. not for
coxing matters this time. the clandestine voyeurs
who read my blog (yes thats you ;)) decided that
you need a power trip. so because image is everything,
i'm not allowed an imperfect view of our team. so
too bad i'm not the best walking ad. so i have to
be still less individualistic. so now i'm not allowed
to blog my feelings about the team because it hurts
some feelings.

get a grip control freaks, if you think i'm doing
something so wrong, sue.

if you think its individualistic to own a blog, get
your own. it isnt that hard. you'll find that if you
dont link or publicize like me, no body will read
your blog. no body cares. but if somehow you want
to nitpick over my memories. butt off, and grow up.

if you think life is all about image, i'm so sorry
but most people dont care. just like i dont care if
you think i need to watch my diet. i'm not a herd
robot and i dont think i'm not being a team player.

figured why the juniors dont bitch about my behavior?
because they know that my actions speak louder. ever
wondered who does the logistics all the time? always
joe? ever wondered if he had a constant volunteer.
ever wondered about who gets stuff, draws stuff,
will be around, gives lifts... must everything be
seen and shown before you are content to leave people
alone?

how about this, i'll leave you guys alone. i think
you need more yes men in your team. i think i dont
need to come for training. i need to find a new
activity. keeping silent at the back is not enough
for you, shout and count for you also must. find
other dogs, i've got my own mind.

as succinctly put by ray, to you, i'm just a waste
of time. cheers.

oh and one more thing. thanks the guys in my batch
you guys were good friends. maybe if theres
something more than the sport that made us friends,
then lets still be. if not, its nice knowing you
but i really dont want "brothers" who are anything
but. i guess i learnt a lot about life with you
guys and you deserve my gratitude. i'm sorry i cant
be strong enough for you guys, but i think i'm
drawing the line at team politics. i'll be taking a
break for a while. maybe a long while, wish you
guys all the happiness and success.

Labels: blog rules

posted by green unseen @ 2:38 AM